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"akhirnya kita tau kita takkan bersatu. sejauh ini jalani, lelah semu semata. akhirnya kukatakan dari yang kuyakinkan, lain juga jalanmu, tak searah denganku. bukan kutak yakini cinta di hatimu, namun kutak mampu hadapi semua ini. biarkanlah semua berlalu tanpa harus kita hindari cinta yang dulu pernah terjalin indah di hati kita..."

"diam... kuingin bicara. dengar... aku sudah bosan. dulu...aku pernah bilang bahwa dirimu bagai bidadara (?). aku tak mengerti mengapa begini. ternyata manusia selalu berubah. sayang... bukan aku tak lagi mencintai. bukan aku tak sayang lagi kepada dirimu. sayang... tak ada yang perlu disesali. sebelum kita saling menyakiti. kita akhiri di sini..."

"it never crossed my mind at all. that's what I tell myself. What we had has come and gone. You're better off with someone elseIt's for the best. I know it is but I see you. Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside. And I turn around, you're with HER now. I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why you're so hard to forget, don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a little too not over you, not over you. Aren't memories supposed to fade? What's wrong with my heart? Shake it off, let it go. Didn't think it'd be this hard. Should be strong, movin' on. Maybe I regret everything I said, no way to take it all back. Now I'm on my own, how I let you go. I'll never understand, I'll never understand!"