antara mimpi dan realita :)

aku sudah diijinkan masuk ke dunia mimpiku .
semua hal yang aku rindukan kembali .

semuanya berjalan cukup baik . aku menikmatinya .
dan waktu pun mengakhiri mimpi itu .
saatnya kembali ke dunia nyata .
nggak seindah mimpi, emang . tapi itu lah dunia sebenarnya yang harus aku hadapi :)


biarlah mimpi itu mendatangiku sekali-kali . aku cukup terhibur .
meskipun sudah jauh berubah , aku tetap menukmatinya .
terimakasih :)

bring me down ! :D

I won't let this burden bring me down

So here we are again
Staring at the end of what we made and who we are
Never knowing when
One of us will break apart and walk the other way

Love, I don't know what to say
Love, I don't know how to stay
When you won't let me be the person that I am

The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down

What are we to do?
What are we to say to one another now we're through?
Thanks for being you
Thanks for being all the things I had to say goodbye to

I'm over being lied to
I'm over being pushed into the
Person that you want me to become

The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down

Where did we go wrong?
We let it be so long
But now there's no point turning back, let's face the facts

The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down
I won't let this burden bring me,
I won't let this burden bring me down

manusia tak berharga

itu KAMU !
harap dicatat ya TUAN SOK SEMPURNA !
aku tertarik padamu . kagum dengan sikapmu . karena apa ? aku hanya melihatmu dari luar .
tapi ternyata dalammu sungguh sangat mengecewakan .
PARASIT !!

aku nyesel sudah berniat buka hati buat kamu . sumpah !
aku bersyukur Tuhan sudah menyadarkanku sebelum aku jatuh terlalu dalam .
seharusnya aku tau . kamu tidak mungkin lebih baik dari DIA .
seharusnya aku lebih pintar untuk tidak memberi kesempatan pada siapapun untuk mencoba masuk sebelum luka ini benar-benar sembuh .
SEHARUSNYA AKU SADAR KALO KAMU ITU SAMA DENGAN LELAKI BRENGSEK LAINNYA !

sudahlah . aku makin malas dengan segala tetek bengek ini .
SHIT !!!
BASTARD !!!

thanks for you , damnguy!

NB : i don't love you, guy . i swear . just go away . ok ? leave me with myself and my 'normal' mind . i'll never miss you . trust me ..

bener-bener galau . labil . kacau . parah .
hari ini bener-bener berat .
bukan karena UTS .

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUMPAH ! PENGEN TERIAK SEKENCENG-KENCENGNYAAA ! PENGEN LARI SEJAUH-JAUHNYA !!!

KENAPA AKU SAMPE JADI MANUSIA SEBODOH INI YA ALLAH ???????


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