dia ...

bingung mw nulis apa . tiba-tiba inget sama ini blog setelah sekian lama terlupakan . jadi senyum2 sendiri baca posting-an lama yang amat NORAK ! sumpah ! malu sendiri . hahha

kehidupan kampusku telah dimulai sejak lebih dari setengah tahun yang lalu . jika dihitung dengan lamanya LDR aku dan dia , mungkin sekitar 7 bulan lebih , nyaris 8 bulan .

oia , DIA . aku belom cerita kan di sini ? oke , sekarang aku cerita .

DIA adalah penghuni hatiku selama 1tahun 2bulan 13hari belakangan ini . tepatnya sejak tanggal 4 januari 2009 kemaren .

dia BUKAN ame , juga BUKAN yasashi . kedua lelaki itu suda lama menghilang dari hatiku . berkat DIA .

jelasnya , DIA adalah DIA , You :)

meskipun sekarang lagi ngejalanin LDR , juga disertai dengan bumbu pertengkaran yang semakin rumit , aku tetap optimis hingga detik ini kalo kami BISA . doain yaaa ...



hmm . aku kangen DIA . ini yang aku sebelin dari LDR . kalo kangen harus puas hanya dengan sms dan telpon :(
kapan bisa liat DIA ? yang jelas nggak dalam waktu dekat ini . sedihh ...


udah ah . kalo banyak yang di'curhat'in , bisa banjir di sini . lagi males berbanjir-banjir ria . hahaha :p

Yuhuuu!!! :)

wadohh. udah lama ne blog kagak dbuka.
hhehe.

maap. bkn mksud hti mlupakan, apa daya ksbukan mnghdang.
hhe.

hmm..
skrg q udh mo lulus SMA ne (amin)
lanjod k Malang (moga gak ad hlngan lg)

gak tw hrus sneng pa sdih sm klulusan ne. (moga lulus smua, YA ALLAH, AMINN)
sneng, cz krja slama 3 taon d SMA ne gak sia.sia.
tp sdih jg, cz psah sm tmen2 yg udh 3 taon ne jd blhan jiwa (cielaa bhsnya... brat bookk...^^.)


tp gak papa dehh.
psah jg buad kbaikan msing2 kan???

tgl 13 ntar mo bkin prpsahan kls, ngnep2an lg kyk taon bru kmren.
mga kali ne lbih seru yaa. cz, kyknya ne lbih rame dehh..
ahahha..
gak sabarrr !!


okok.
ckup skian dehh..
ntar q crhat lgii :)

Paramore - I Caught Myself

Down to you
You’re pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don’t know what I
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should’ve never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should’ve never thought of you of you

You’re pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don’t know what I want
No, I don’t know what I want
You got it you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic hypnotic
You’re leaving me breathless
I hate this I hate this
You’re not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should’ve never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should’ve never thought of you of you
You’re pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don’t know what I want
No, I don’t know what I want

Don’t know what I want
But I know it’s not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it’s not you

Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should’ve never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should’ve never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it’s not you
I knew, but now I know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I’ve should have never thought

Lyrics: Paramore - Decode

How can I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight all the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No not this time
Not this time

How did we get here?
When I use to know you so well
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood,
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out on my own
On my own ("I'm screaming I love you so")
On my own (My thoughts you can't decode)

How did we get here?
When I use to know you so well, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools of ourselves

Yeah
How did we get here?
When I use to know you so well, yeah yeah
How did we get here?
Well, I use to know you so well

I think I know
I think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me I want it to be true

just for mine ...

kurasakan hatiku mencintaimu .

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menatap senyummu membuatku diam terpaku .
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tatap mataku . telusuri hatiku .

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akan kau temukan sebentuk cinta untukmu .
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jangan tanyakan sejak kapan .

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jangan tanyakan sampai kapan .

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jangan tanyakan alasannya .

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jangan tanyakan apapun .

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tutup mulutmu . tatap aku .

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cinta tidak perlu ditanya .

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cinta tidak butuh alasan .

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cinta hanya perlu dirasa .

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jangan tanya apapun .

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dan akan kuberi cintaku untukmu .

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jika kau ragu .

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lepaskan aku .

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akan kutarik lagi semua cintaku .

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dan aku tidak akan mengganggumu lagi .

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. mine .